Two weekends ago while driving down the road the song 'Smile' Uncle Kracker popped on. And reminded me of how much fun I had with sir Colin.
Then the next weekend he offered to take me to the beach, turns out that also meant surfing...which I'm terrible at by the way. And also I ended up getting stuck in a shower room for an hour and a half, which let me tell you what not exactly how I planned it, I really wanted to sit on the beach with my book and watch Colin, Ryan, and Dallas surf.
But to the point, when Colin came in a panic looking for me I have never seen someone look so scared in my life, who cared so much. I feel like many people would of found me and laughed, yet he was so concerned. How can someone be so nice after I RUDELY turned them down just months before.
What the heck was I thinking. I am a terrible person. I of course would of dated him if he wouldn't caught me by suprise..Tisk Tisk. I hate myself. (Not really I'm actually quite wonderful however I am very unpleased about my choice.)
At least were still friends I suppose. Can't have everything you want, all the time...
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